ye vaghtayi to0 zendegim kheili az inke hastam ehsase sharmandegi mikonam na vase  eshtebahate bozorgo ko0chiki ke anjam dadam vase in sharmandam ke ashegh shodam migan ashegha bedo0ne eshghesho0n nemito0nan zendegi konan manam nemito0nam ama nemido0nam chera nemishe zendegi nakard nemido0nam chera nemizaran tamo0m konam in zendegie ejbario in nafas keshidanaye ejbari o dard avaro nafasam bish az inke esbat konan zendam yad avare nabo0dan hatan man ke migoftam to hame chizami...to tanha dalile bo0danami...chetor mito0nam bi to zendegi konam?are eshtebah kardam gonah kardam asheghet shodam halalam kon mano bebakhsh ke hame vo0jo0dam shodi movazebe cheshmat bash eshghe man to bashi ya nabashi ghazalet asheghet mimo0ne omidvaram beshe in bi to bo0danharo gozaro0nd ba SEDAT o ATRE DASTAT o SIGARO o 2TA AZ AXAT o NAFASAYI ke to behesh migi amele hayat kheili halo ro0zam kharabe baram doa konin bacheha